It's very difficult to see my marriage working out tonight.
I have come to the realization that my spouse has more flaws than I ever knew.
I am flawed as well.
The flaws aren't really the problem.
The desire to change and adapt could very well be impossible for him.
I love the Lord.
I get it. I cannot survive this world without the grace of God.
I do not think I can survive a marriage with a man who doesn't get it.
It became quite clear tonight that my spouse is really all about himself.
That's not going to work for me. Or for God.
Please pray for my husband. He could use all of our prayers right now.