Oh my gosh.
Last Tuesday was insane.
Left home at 6:00 a.m. and got home at 11 p.m.. Yeah. It was like that.
I had to replace all bingo cards with new month's supply. I had to attend state mandated dementia/mental health class. I had several unplanned events to cope with. Plus I got nailed for my (perceived) negative attitude and my inability to be a team player.
Silly me thought I'd be doing well in the attitude dept. considering I was flying w/o a net 90% of the time.
I apologized for my attitude and my tendency to think out loud. I do appreciate feedback as I'm still learning the job, how to be a competent nurse, and all that.
I do not appreciate being slammed.
Being blindsided is just not enjoyable.
I will continue to pray I can keep my mouth closed, my opinion to myself, and to stop thinking out loud.
Or as it was put to me: Stop the advancement of foot-in-mouth disease.
Lord, make my thoughts pleasing to you, be in control of my mind, my heart and especially, my mouth.