Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Recent Thoughts

I have noticed in the past few weeks I talk(silently) to myself all the time. Partly to work out issues, partly because I have no one else to talk with.

I'm 47 years old and have many friends online but only 1-2 in real life. What's the deal?

Part of it is not being a Washingtonian native. Part of it is my entire 566 member family doesn't live here. I don't know why after that.

I have a strong personaility but I've had that longer than we lived here.

I wonder why people don't like me. Or what do I do wrong? I can be socially awkward but not obnoxious. Yet, no one wants to spend time with me.

I want to live in Canada where everyone says hi to everyone else. Where a person would help you if you were in distress. Where people reciprocate dinner or BBQ invites.

I get bored talking to myself some days...............

1 comment:

nothing said...

dont worry ..life is full of ups and down,just be positive!!